Hello deviant art. XD its been a long time. Well lots and nothing has gone on here. Lets say that I'll be going to school in january so I'm excited about it. All my friends say that I'm so stressed out that they think I'll land myself back into the hospital but eventually everything will be fine. I've been slowly working on pieces once in a while between going out with friends or working and dealing with social gatherings with church I've been a hard person to get a hold of these days. I have new art wear but the funny thing is once i got the gear well a good start haven't touched it in months! I'm sad I've been wanting it for years and now that I got it... its like you acheved your dream and now what do you do with it? I started practicing but... saddly I get frustrated with it and throw it to the side. lol well anyway enough of rambling. Now is a new beginning and lets hope for a new. See you guys soon!

Alright a lot has happened and all I've got to say is life is kicking my ass really hard at the moment. I think the boot is in my large intestine its that far. I don't have internet at home so the only time I can actually get on here is visit a friend who does. I only have a car when I desperately need it, and work is hating me. *sighs* my relationship is going down the toilet church is well church and what do I have left? a sever lack of company and sanity which by the way everyone has in some way. So Sorry I haven't done anything and probibly won't until I move or a miracule happens. Hope for the best. To the next hell beating please!

wow its been since march from my last update. oh well what can you do? anyway I just have a few pieces but thats it. Haven't been able to get to my sketch book in some time because of life. Lots has gone on since I left. XD I guess I'll have a lot of house cleaning to do on my account. it'll be a while. talk to you guys soon hopefully.

wow its been a long time. ^^0 sorry about that. I've been away from my computer for long periods of time and if I am on the computer I tend to forget to get on here. That is embarressing. Anyway I've been looking at everyone's site and its all awesome!!! compared to mine*laughs* anyway I've been working and going to school and I'm about at the end of my spring break saddly. *sniffles* but woot I'm showing my stuff in a gallery at school! I'm so excited and I'll be a dork this summer yet again and dress up for the ren fair!!! *jumps excitedly* I hope to have some posts up because I've entered in some contests. Sorry for the neglect and hope to make up for it.. yet again -__-0 love yea guys!!

man with work and school with life on the side I haven't been able to do anything on here. School is a big drag. i mean a drag. Have you ever liked a subject that you never thought could be ruined because you loved it so much? Then back fire I mean straigh up your @**? Yea thats what is going on for me this semester with my art class. What annoys me most is that she has a smile on her face while making orders that make you want to snipe her in your sleep. Or even better shuve that charcol down her throat to choke on to death. (my class mates are pondering worse during class.) you know when your a college student and you pay out of your wallet till moths come out and bills run high. Students in my class are planning to drop out with out REFUNDS! its that serious.

Also what do you think homework is for a art class? Isn't usually when a project your doing in class when you can't quite finish when its due right? hehehe.. not this gal.. okay not only do you have assignments that you do in class that sometimes run over. But for homework you usually have 2 projects that are 18x24 inches thats the finished projects. then 6 practices of different views before you do your project. And thats not all; each week is 5 valued sketchs from the eastern "masters" from way back when to 1950's.

thats not including all the homework I do for my other classes. And this class is only drawing 2!! 2 for crying out loud! drawing 1 did nothing to prepare me for this kind of work for the next class. the funny thing is. I do half- @***ed work and she still counts me fore full points just because I "did" the assignment... thats not art for me. I just feel like a print press. Doesn't matter about quality... its about getting it done. I understand things like this for some careers but I doubt it would be this harsh on the amount. IF anything I know is that people want to see art with quality, Passion and dedication to the piece giving it life. Not just some pencil marks saying its conture.

well I have some pieces I can scan. I need to start on my list. I'll start on it when I'm done scaning the few pieces I have. *rolls eyes*

anyway back to peeps lives!
THE LIST............................
1. Introduction[link]
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes[link]
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out[link]
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody[link]
68. Hero[link]
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't[link]
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle[link]
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation