Alright a lot has happened and all I've got to say is life is kicking my ass really hard at the moment. I think the boot is in my large intestine its that far. I don't have internet at home so the only time I can actually get on here is visit a friend who does. I only have a car when I desperately need it, and work is hating me. *sighs* my relationship is going down the toilet church is well church and what do I have left? a sever lack of company and sanity which by the way everyone has in some way. So Sorry I haven't done anything and probibly won't until I move or a miracule happens. Hope for the best. To the next hell beating please!